Kiwiana Girl Tells All

It’s time to finally say good bye to ‘2016’. It definitely had its ups and downs for everyone around the world. Though I tried even harder again this year to achieve what I wanted to achieve in ‘2015’, I’m still in the same place emotionally and personally. I have made some amazing new friends, gained new experiences and did everything in my power to get over my self-doubt, to love myself and my life. But it’s less than two hours till ‘2017’ starts and here I am doing the same thing I did last year.   Stuck at home, hating my life and myself… and feeling like the end of ‘2016’ is just a replay of my ‘2015’ ending. I tried hard to open up this year, make new friends and to get out of my own head.   But all my hard work has gone down the drain, because I never get time away from my daughter and I feel by  the time I have no kids under my feet, I’ll also have no friends. I love my daughter, but I find where I am in my life is not where I want it to be and it’s no