Can I call it giving up, when I never really had it at all! I spent all of last year trying to find a partner crime, but here I am one year on and nothing has changed. So yeah. No guy has the balls to be with me; and I just can't be bothered trying anymore. I'm going to go back to being Me, Myself and I. No more dealing with every guys insecurities, problems and inabilities to just hang out and have fun. The sass, the bubble, the fun side of me has gone. I'm going back to being a Mum of two kids, just trying to keep my head above water. So thanks Mum for babysitting last year, but I'm not going to require a sitter anymore, as I don't intend on going out anymore.
Not sure what direction my life is suppose to be heading, but as someone just said to me the other day "You're still young... And still on your journey... The future will have plenty of fun-filled opportunities for you!" So we now just need to wait and see.